Drip drop, drip drop

Just to state the obvious, it rained today. And I have to say that it kind of fits my mood. I sort of want to go outside and play in it like I’m a kid again, but I’m still sick with the same fever and stuff that I’ve had since… Friday? I’m forcing myself to go to class tomorrow, of course. It’s what I do. I go to school everyone thinks I’m happy because I’m smiling like I always do.

I can’t stand the gloominess right now. It keeps reminding me that my life isn’t where I want it to be.